"The Woman”

Empowering, Self Sufficient, Trustworthy, Never living by society’s rule, but living by faith.  A kindred spirit with determination, A leader of strength & Encouragement, pushing through all obstacles.  Holding qualities of A Mother, A Wife, A Dime, A Boss, A “10BOSS”!!

N.W.A...Niggaz Wit Attitude, Now casting for what was and will remain history. The most popular rap group in the 80's, also known as the most ruthless group ever.   Their debut album titled N.W.A Straight Outta Compton, Active from 1986 to 1991, and this group endured a lot of controversy due to the explicit lyrics used in every rap album they ever produced.  Causing them to be banned from mainstream radio stations in the U.S., this did not stop the popularity of N.W.A, they still managed to sell 10 million CD's in the U.S. alone. Rolling Stone even marked N.W.A # 83 in their list of 100 Greatest of All time, the group was assembled by Eazy-E, who co-founded Ruthless with Jerry Heller. Initially, N.W.A consisted of Eazy-E and Dr. Dre, Recruited  DJ Yella, Dre and Yella were both former members of the World Class Wreckin' Cru, as DJs and producers. Ice Cube was added to the roster after he had started out as a rapper for the group "C.I.A." Ruthless released the single "Panic Zone" in 1987 with Macola Records, which was later included on the compilation album N.W.A and the Posse. N.W.A was still in its early stages, and is only on three of the eleven tracks, "Panic Zone," "8-Ball," "Dope man," which marked the first collabo. of Arabian Prince, DJ. Yella, Dr. Dre, and Ice Cube. Mexican rapper Krazy-Dee co-wrote "Panic Zone," which was originally called "Hispanic Zone," but the title was later changed when Dr. Dre advised Krazy-Dee that the word "hispanic" would hinder sales. In 1988, rapper MC Ren joined the group. REN is known for his "Final Frontier" "Ruthless For Life", "Forget What Ya Heard", "Tha Real" ft. Eazy E., and many more.  

Ice Cube, O'Shea Jackson, Rapper, Record Producer, Actor, Screenwriter, Film producer, and Director. began his career as a member of the C.I.A and later joined with N.W.A.  In 1989 he departed the group feeling he was not getting his fair share in the money and profits, he branched off on his own to produce his first album in 1990 "Amerikkkas Most Wanted".  Second album "I Am The West" and of course album three "Death Certificate" First Hit I remember had everyone Rockin' too was "No Vaseline". The Dis song to Dr. Dre, Eazy E., MC. REN, ( I remember when you drove a B210.) Awesome album that sold 105,000 copies. As time went on, Ice Cube grew and all animosity came to a close.  In 1991 all would start to come to an end, last album produced would be "Niggaz4Life".  Reunions tried to come alive, but due to conflicting schedules, it would never become a success.  1995 Eazy E., Eric Wright became ill from Complications of AIDS.

On March 15, Eric "Eazy-E" Wright lay in the intensive care unit of Cedars-Sinai Medical Center in Los Angeles. He was 31 years old and fighting for his life. Heavily sedated, Eazy-E had a respirator tube running down his throat to help him breathe. In the cramped, fluorescent-lit room, a few close friends and Tomica Woods-his new wife and the mother of his youngest son-gathered around his bed.

The announcement that Eazy had AIDS sent shock waves throughout the hip hop nation. Fans, friends, even journalists wept openly on March 16 as his attorney, Ron Sweeney, read a statement from his client outside the old Motown building in Hollywood. The founder of N.W.A, the man who popularized gangsta rap worldwide, was suddenly thrust into the role of AIDS educator: "I would like to turn my own problem into something good that will reach out to all my homeboys, " Eazy said through Sweeney. "I want to save their asses before it's too late. I'm not looking to blame anyone except myself. 

Though Eazy didn't say (and perhaps didn't know) how he contracted the virus, he implied that it was through unprotected sex with women. "I have seven children by six different mothers, " said the statement. "Maybe success was too good to me." At the Beat, L.A.'s KKBT-FM, where Eazy had hosted a show every Saturday, the phone rang. It was Snoop Doggy Dogg, who, in a call filled with long, pregnant silences, said he was praying for Eazy. The next day Ice Cube phoned in. (via EazyE.com) 

SO be prepared to once again visit the history that opened so many eyes, through explicit expression, which is of the norm in 2012. N.W.A, "Niggaz Wit Attitude" The Movie.......NOW CASTING!!! 

Slowly I held my hung my head low due to my own trials, my own character, my own choices. Slowly those trials, that character, those self picked choices came alive, came alive to burn me straight in the ass, looking for the ointment to heal and close all that came alive.  Broke me down, bent and broke my knees until I stayed down, until I couldn't find my way back up looking for any and everyone, to help me with this burn that just would not heal.  I searched and I called, I downloaded a word, I you tubed a prayer.

 I cried to no end and yet continued to burn, no answers, nothing I wanted or was ready to hear came alive.  Didn't want the truth, yet I sought it, I knew there was an answer, but the burn wouldn't heal, it wouldn't heal because I wouldn't let go, because I wanted to hear the answer I wanted to hear.  I couldn't find the answer because no matter where I went, it wasn't my answer.  I had to prove me right, I had to know, I wouldn't let go, I wouldn't let God.  I turned on me, I turned on them, I turned on what was best for me, I refused to see, I refused to hear what he had for me. one day it clicked, all that I listened too, all that I downloaded, all that I you tubed, all that I read, came to life. my tears dried up, my ears widened, my hope got stronger, my strength got better...he showed me each burn, he showed me each turn, he showed me the ointment for my last burn.  He showed me I was right, he showed me the whole situation, he showed me it wasn't for me. It wasn't for me because he wants me at peace, and that situation has no peace.  

That's why I couldn't find the ointment, I just couldn't see.. finally I realized, finally I let go. Something else came before me and now I truly know...Never put a situation, Person, Material Thing, or Feeling, above him.  They can't give me him, BUT he can give me them!!! too many I's and not enough Thy's. (Thy will Be done)

  Love Dare...